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Imagine someone professes belief for so many years and is used as an example of a true believer even after her death. Then you find out she didn't have that much faith...
a) Realize this means a person you admired for their faith was in fact lacking such and reconsider your own faith in things that make no fucking sense.
b) Decide her continuing to push her faith even when she doubted makes her a liar and worthy of contempt.
c) Think she was more holy.
d) Say, "I fuckin' knew it!"